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A Stepladder to the Stars

by Louis Landry

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I’ve got a stepladder to the stars / I’ve got a toolkit in the woodshed I’ve got a stepladder to the stars It makes me laugh when people say / I make my own beats I choose the words that come out of my mouth I get the funky on the keys and make the schedule I’ve got a stepladder to the stars / I’ve got a toolkit in the woodshed I might show you where I keep it / might even let you borrow it But you got to bring it back I’ve got a stepladder to the stars / I’ve got a toolkit in the woodshed I might show you where I keep it / might even let you borrow it I use reason I use logic All the tools I use are pro tools I produce my own productions / mix my own emotions I engineer all my engagements / I am the master of my own mastery I am the author of my experience I’m not mad though / I take of my bravado / and put it into my vibrato I make my own beats I’ve got a stepladder to the stars / I’ve got a toolkit in the woodshed I’ve got a stepladder to the stars / I’ve got a toolkit in the woodshed I’ve got a stepladder to the stars / I’ve got a toolkit in the woodshed I might show you where I keep it / I might show you where I keep it Might even let you borrow it / Might even let you borrow it I’ve got a stepladder to the stars / I’ve got a stepladder to the stars I’ve got a toolkit in the woodshed
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Yes no maybe I don’t know x2 BRIDGE Is it still a mistake if i do it on purpose / Is it still a mistake if i repeat it again And again VERSE 1 Is it still a mistake if i do it on purpose / Is it still a mistake if i repeat it again My mind feels cracked and broken / I don’t know if i can trust my brain In the middle of the night when I’m listening to my mind BRIDGE 2 Is it still a mistake if i do it on purpose / Is it still a mistake if i repeat it again My mind feels cracked and broken /I don’t know if i can trust my brain Maybe if I’m lucky nobody will notice And I’ll make it through the end of one more day PRECHORUS 1 Feelings (My mind is not a mistake / my mind is definitely not a mistake My might might not be a mistake / My mind could be a mistake ) What am i thinking (My mind sometimes feels like a mistake / it’s a mistake ) Nina Simone said it better (It’s a mistake) CHORUS 1 But i can never tell / when I’m listening to mind I’m not doing well with each mistake I find (When I’m listening to my mind) Maybe that’s not right but I’m not sure I can tell (And the dendrites sing) In the middle of the night when I’m listening to my mind (When I’m listening to my mind) In the middle of the night when I’m listening to my mind VERSE 2 But the dendrites sing and the synapses dance and the cortex says So tell my why I don’t like Mondays Janis Ian said it better What am i thinking Frank Black said it better Where are my manners Trey Anastasio said it better Where are my synapses Kim Deal said it better Are they in my brain Kelley Deal said it better PRECHORUS 2 Are they in my body (My mind is not a mistake) Why does the mind feel pain (my mind is definitely not a mistake) Why does the heart beat (My might might not be a mistake) Why do the lungs breathe (My mind could be a mistake) Why does the nightmare creep in through the sweet dreams Feelings of love CHORUS 2 But i can never tell / when I’m listening to mind (When I’m listening to my mind) But i can never tell / when I’m listening to mind (When I’m listening to my mind) I’m not doing well with each mistake I find (And the dendrites sing) Maybe that’s not right but I’m not sure I can tell (When I’m listening to my mind) In the middle of the night when I’m listening to my mind (And the dendrites sing) In the middle of the night when I’m listening to my mind OUTRO Harvey Danger said it better (If my mind makes a mistake does that mean that I have a bad brain Rosetta Tharp said it better (Does my bad brain cause my pain / Is my mind a mistake a brain?) Ola Belle Reed said it better (If my mind makes a mistake does that mean that I have a bad brain) Kurt Cobain said it better (Does my bad brain cause my pain / Is my mind a mistake a brain made?) I myself said it better ten years ago (Yes no maybe I don’t know) In another song (Yes no maybe I don’t know) Stars they come and I know they go (Yes no maybe I don’t know) (Yes no maybe I don’t know)
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You can call it dark and light You can call it death and life You can call it dominant leading to resolution They all mean the same thing In every story you’ve ever been told Somebody falls in love Somebody dies, and somebody gives up Somebody starts a new life So let’s sing along for every man and every woman And all the gender non-binaries Every coin has two sides/But it also has an edge And you can do some cool stuff out of the edge But if you slip you’re surrounded by emptiness Sometimes it seems the only way to make a life on the edge Is to be clawing your way to the other side You’ve got to find someone to take hold of your hand And help you find your balance when you land But not me, I’m going out into the darkness And float around for a week or two Someday we’ll get to the end of the slow part And dance another transcendental country waltz Every coin has two sides/But it also has an edge And you can do some cool stuff out of the edge But if you slip you’re surrounded by emptiness Someday we’ll get to the end of the slow part And dance another transcendental country waltz
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When the echoes of the summer finally die away There’s nothing left to do and nothing more to say A tree had fallen in the middle of the night In a lake which had slowly frozen into ice Three young friends walking in the morning light They crept out slowly, hoping not to die They all agreed that they should turn back, but instead they took another step to hear the ice crack Everyone knows that time will pass Snow will melt and ice will crack But they had not learned that lesson yet so they held their breath and took another step Tip-toe or you might fall in But don’t turn around cause you never know when we’ll do this again Crazy things happen when you’re young, but who ever knew that risking your life could be so much fun? Everyone knows that time will pass Snow will melt and ice will crack But we had not learned that lesson yet so we held our breath and took another step It was a step to the stars with both feet on the ground It was a step that we took cause we couldn’t turn around From a future we couldn’t ignore A step that almost killed us but still we wanted more From tomorrow that we had to take today it was a step on a path where there was no other way
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To tell you just how I feel; Describe the situation I’m in: Oh, that would be the dream But the words don’t seem to come It’s not funny anymore, and the feeling’s begun So I’ll just pack my stuff and go away, but there’s so much I want to say Now I don’t know what to do You got me seeing things in blue My mind is stuck on you With my head against the wall Waiting for you to call And carry me away Put my thoughts down on this page To let you know that I’m here — Oh, to get out of this cage To be free to do as I please to Spend a little time with you And let it be OK But I just packed my stuff and left What could’ve been is only a guess And I don’t know what to do You got me seeing things in blue My mind is stuck on you With my head against the wall waiting for you to call Carry, carry me away Carry, would you carry me away? Tell me, did you think of me today?
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Maybe we’re from the same place A light from a system above A cold leftover memory of trans dimensional love Maybe the memory is a chord that links to the tune of the past and the present is a lightbulb that dims as soon as it’s flashed Maybe we knew who we were Maybe we’ll meet there again Maybe we’ll stay in one place or maybe we’ll blow in the wind Maybe we once knelt in the temple and offered our prayers to the stars and wondered if we knew each other before biological scars Maybe we once sang melodies and spoke in the fires warm glow and danced in the ceremony where a primitive river flowed Maybe we knew who we were Maybe we’ll meet there again Maybe we’ll stay in one place or maybe we’ll blow in the wind Maybe we’ll laugh in our sleep and time and science will bend maybe we are all in a dream and i’ve known you before my friend
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released August 23, 2020

Mastered by Brent Lambert at The Kitchen
Cover design based on an original painting by Jay Kilby
With additional images courtesy NASA

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